Unfathomable. Just unbelievable. I think that much is true that today is a shitty day. My mom and I got into a fight yesterday bc she wants me to go home w/ Tim and i wanted to go w/ Theresa. As usual, she throws out her demands repeatedly without processing any of my reasoning. I got mad, told her i'll call her later, &didn't speak to her for the rest of the day. Consequently, she didn't make the usual wake-up call this morning; i woke up glancing at a clock that reads 8:50 - right when my AAS discussion ended. I needed to be in class today to turn in my paper as well as to do the peer-evaluation part. There's no midterm for this class; that 2-page paper was basically it.
So i lost it. Found myself asking aloud, 'omg, is this real?' It felt so unreal, the thought of undergoing impending failure. My roommies were incredibly supportive, btw. Then I realized i saw Tim passing by on his way to HIS discussion at the beginning of the year, which means... there is a later discussion for the same class that i can go to and do my peer-evaluation there. But Tim is an idiot who doesn't print out his schedule, so Brian couldn't tell me when &where his section was. I took a chance, told myself to believe that it's gonna work out &that i have the right information. Went to the chem discussion (got 37/40 on my quiz, not as high as i wanted, but pretty good). Went to ArtHis lecture. HAULED ASS back to Public Affairs to talk to Chris in Tim's discussion. I am SO GRATEFUL that he was so cool about it; i didn't even need to give him an excuse. He just asked me if i can sit in that section. Holy shiz. You can not imagine how happy i was then... We didn't even evaluate in our section, which was a waste, but still... PHEW.
But see, all of that is karma. The second i went against my mom, crap happens. Call me superstitious, but i went home with Tim. He's been really nice to me all day, since the moment i ran into him in the morning, all flustered. Brian and Tim taught me how to play Texas Hold'Em while i was locked out of my room around noon (today is just NOT my day, huh) We walked together to Rendezvous to pick up some food for the trip home. And now here i am - home. Thank god today is over!
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