i had a horrible dream... I think i was with some guy - beautiful scenery, i think we both were painters, so, the novelist job. I think we were together, bc i relied on him gesturally and he kind of takes care of me. But i think he was with someone else, too. Actually she's his main girl, and she kind of cares about me as well. I don't know what i am. Just a figure of melancholia. At some point i needed an answer to sth, and he couldn't provide it. I became sad and left, wondering around. Somehow all 3 of us unite, i asked her if i can have a drink to make me feel better, and she said there's no more. I want to jump into the ocean for awhile - notice there's water right outside the edge of our raised platform, by the door. Not a beach, just a body of deep, blue seawater about 2 feet high, leading to the ocean. But no one actually jumped in. Blah, what this mean ?!
To see water in your dream, symbolizes your unconscious and your emotional state of mind. To dream that water is rising up in your house, suggests that you are becoming overwhelmed by your emotions.
To see water in your dream, symbolizes your unconscious and your emotional state of mind. To dream that water is rising up in your house, suggests that you are becoming overwhelmed by your emotions.
Saturday, as scheduled, Caroline picked me up from my house to go whale-watching. Now to think of it, i was surprised i didn't face much resistance from my mom. She didn't even mention a.t. about the fact that my friend is driving. Caroline &her friend Lynnie got out of her car &said hi to her. Caroline's so cute when she drives; she makes funny noises like squeaks and giggles. It's creepy, but cute at the same time. Hehe. I went to her house bc zuluaga was going to pick us all up from there. Met Derek. We drove all the way to Balboa Island (never knew it existed), took the ferry across, went on the boat out to the sea. I wasn't too fond of the boat trip, bc of motion-sickness :( Wasn't fond of the fish either, bc dolphins are dolphins, we didn't see any whale, but i imagine whales would just be whales also. The whole trip was kinda weird for me, only bc i've never really hung out w/ them b4, &they're older than me. Caroline's really energetic, lol. Overall, i enjoyed it - good experience, great company. Afterward Zulu had to leave to meet up w/ some other ppl. I taunted him about revealing our paella place to the others (they've never heard of it before *gasp*) &he begged me to let him take them out on their first time. Lol. We ended up going to eat sushi instead. I've never been crazy about sushi - it's just seafood and rice in a roll. But dinner was great. Derek ended up paying i think for 8 dishes, about $12 each. EEK ! Then Lynn gave me a ride home. I went out until nearly 9, and no phone call from mom. YAY ! (=
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