Weird Ass Day

I checked out the Hammer Museum today, which was more like a waste of space than an inspiring collection.  There were only 2 that really stood out to me.  One was called Kiss, by Kaari Upson, Basically, the artist was infatuated with some guy, so she decided to draw her and his portraits, then fuse them together while the paint is still wet, so the result looks like someone took a big rake and scratched the image off the boards. 

I went to HOPE meeting a few weeks ago, under the impression that they're an asian tutoring club that lets me volunteer to tutor highschool kids. But turns out, they're just a buncha political kids. It's the whole anti-communist without knowing shit thing again.  Anyway, there was a really cute guy there, Sokline Hing.  He's Cambodian, from Hawai'i (aka:  Hottie), manly and buff with a devastating smile.  &he was smart enough to pull a full scholarship to study in Cambodia over the summer :O  I am... terribly infatuated with him.  Anyway, he called me yesterday to schedule an counseling appointment, bc that's part of what the group does. AND I DONT KNOW WHY but i scheduled it! Was that stupid?! What am i gonna say? "Err Sorry i'm not joining your organization bc i think its yuckity yuck, but you are cute!" ??? Ugh im only a freshman, and he's graduating this year. WHYYYY. Why do i have no womanly charm ? Cool personality, yes, but no charm !! Soo yeah, i can never get someone to notice me :(  I wish he can just be like, 'heyy let's walk together and get lunch.' That would make me so happy ...